Darkness

You are so precious to me... And I can't even put in words how much I love you... How much your presence in my life matters... How much hard it is for me to live without you...

Everyday I hope that this pain will end... Everyday I hope I can just move on from you... But I'm failing in it so badly... 

My heart urges for you so much...

My soul needs your love...

I've never imagined I will ever suffer like this for someone...

No... I was never this weak... I was strong, strong enough to handle all the problems alone... But... When it came about you... I'm helpless...

I'm unable to believe the truth that... You left me, that you are not in my life anymore... 

I'm unable to make myself realise the truth that you broke all the promises...

We both were in the battle... We both were fighting with our own problems... But you left me in between...  You left me when I needed you the most... You left me when I was all alone and at the urge of breaking... 

And now.... I don't know how to move on in my life... I don't know how should I be focused on myself rather than thinking about you... I don't know how to stop loving you...

I'm so fucked up...

Yes, you did enlightened my life...

But when you left, you took all light from it... And I'm just left with darkness!