The dangerous battle..

You deserve this! You deserve to be treated like this! This is what a person like you should get! 

Look at yourself... What did you thought someone will cherish you? Oh really? A person like you? Be grateful that he at least tried to mess up with you!!

No one's gonna put their efforts in you. You don't deserve it. Whatever is happening with you is what you deserve! Why don't you just die??!

You thought that he will be with you forever? Dreaming of what huh? Wake up!! that's never gonna happen! He deserves much better!

No matter what you try, nobody will love you. Nobody is going to put their efforts in you. Nobody is staying with you till the end.

You are just a burden on everyone. They are with you because of pity, nothing else! Nobody cherishes you! 

You deserve it.

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Aahhhh!! She puts her both hands on the ears to stop these hurtful thoughts which was so loud... The tear streams running down her face, her eyes were bloody red and the breath was unstable, everything is making it more hard to get back to normal...

This is becoming a routine for her now... She's battling with these thoughts every now and then... And everytime this happens it breaks her even more badly than last time...

She's finding it hard to deal with...

No battle is more dangerous than the battle with own self... A battle where you've to fight with your own self to keep yourself alive...